Sorry for not being here for a while. I have been so busy with stuff. Finals week is next week. This is the last week of classes. I got this unreal feeling all the sudden that I feel SO ALONE... I don't get this feeling a lot, but I don't like this. I want to be home. I haven't been home since Spring Break, and my mom and dad (and i think my sister too) are coming Sunday for Mother's Day. I am really excited that they're going to be here. I love seeing them. I miss them so much. Being married is going to KILL me because I want to spend time with them, but I am going to be married and something tells me that I won't see them as much as I want to!!! Fun, huh!!
About being married... I want to be married so bad. Waiting is just going to drive me crazy. I can't stand being away from John. The distance drives me nuts. I can't see him all the time. He is my better half. He completes me. He is the one that I want to spend the rest of my life with. I am so completely blessed to have him in my life and that he's going to be the one I'm going to build a home and a family with. It's just so incredible to think that he's MINE!! This is a great feeling!
I plan on being on more this summer when I have more time. My sister graudates 8 days after I get home. It's going to be so much fun!!! I can't wait. Next fall, we are going to be going to school together. But I don't think I could live with her partly because we'd ring each others necks. The other reason I don't want to take away from her college experience. She needs to know how to live with other people and not me. She already knows how to live with me. But I'll be here just in case she needs to move. Right now the dorm I live in is a dorm with 6 people in a suite. There's three people in a bedroom, and each suite has three bedrooms, one bathroom and a living area. I have a room mate and three suite mates. So if she absolutely needed to, she can move in our suite.
So I just found out a band called Secondhand Serenade. They're good! I like them a lot!! On www.projectplaylist.com I made a playlist of just their stuff! I love it!!! It's going to be over played! But I don't really care! I really like their stuff!!! It seems to be really talking about situations I've been on in the past and stuff I deal with now in school. It's unreal... It's almost like Dejavu moments!!! Wierd i know! Y'all should check them out!
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